Still Orientating

I officially start my preceptor/orientation Saturday. I've been just sitting around and chatting with the staff for the past week. As mentioned before, staff is pretty cool but apparently there's a bit of war between the white and hispanic civilians. There's also tension between the female nurses and the head nurse. But I just go to work and do what I need to. However, being military, I have extra responsibilities. It's fine since it'll probably help me get my promotion in march. For instances, I have to go to the range and shoot german weapons. I kinda volunteered for it since when will I get to shoot german weapons and then get a cool cord for it. I can't wait to shoot the usp. I have a feeling it'll make me want one but I can't afford it.

I have 11 hours of school this semester and I'll probably be working 50-60 hours a week. They really over schedule us here so I'm going to have no life and be sucking it for the year. I'll probably take some time for spring break or summer break.

I think I've am completely numb to everything in the hospital. I honestly don't care about a dying patient because 90% people on the floor are terminally ill. As long as it's not my fault, I don't care if the patient dies. And a majority of the patients are addiction to narcotics and honestly I think it's the hospital to blame. Since something less addictive like cannabis is illegal, we prescribe tons of narcs. I dunno, I don't really care anymore.